Treasure every moment with mom.

I have this ego....I'm not that type of person who shows her loving side to someone..even to my family members. But I envy those who shows their love with each other. I want to change. I don't care what others will say or how they'll react but all I want is to show my love to my one and only mother. Nobody can replace her in this world. 

I love you mom. More than anything else in this world. I do know when you lied saying that you're full just to let us eat all we want. I have to admit that I even lied to you saying that I'm full so that you'll have a bite too. It hurts me watching you hurt. I wished school is just a few kilometers away.. so that I can be with you at any time. You're my source of happiness. I chase my dreams so that I can give you everything to make you happy. I wanted to spend every second with you.. even when I'm asleep. I miss sleeping with you mom. Yeah I'm quite old to sleep with my mom but I don't care, I love it. I wanted to spend my whole life with you.. always.. there is no one else in this world loves me more but you. I love you more than myself. You're my everything. I love you umi.

ALMOST COME TO AN END

Assalamualaikum , Hi, Hey Guys! It's been months since I haven't updated this blog.. as always " College life " .  How I miss updating the site but I'm sorry, due to the not in the mood and all the assignments stuff lacks me from updating lately. I'm on my study week now, classes has come to an end, assessments and assignments is yet sooner to come. Got to do a LOT of preparations for this 2nd semester's finals! I'm planning to work or anything just to get in the budget since being an Arts & Design students that requires a lot of payments and stuff, moreover as a graphic student we used to spent our money on stuffs and printing and all of that.. I'll be making YouTube videos in the future, don't forget to subscribe! And I'll be updating this blog during my two months semester break. That's all for the short update! Bye!

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC8OUZkqhAU4TCCMj-TJEHrg

here's a throwback video I've made.. just a simple amateur singer/youtuber
haha!

XOXO, Pan