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Maybe leaving is not a bad thing. Some people leave for good. Some are just the opposite. 

I'll be leaving home not more than 6 hours left. Home is everything. Family is everything to me. I find it's kinda hard where the schedule for my holidays and my family's holiday is off the table. All I want is us to be together. As one family. I'll be leaving for good. It's not like leaving forever..well that's other story but even just for a few years or maybe months.. I'll always home. I guess, this post will be my last post before leaving home for college. Which means, another hiatus. As always, I'll do my best to reach my goal. 

1ST SEMESTER RESULT!

Hi and Assalamualaikum fellow readers! First semester result for my diploma studies is finally out!

At first I aim to get dekan for the whole semester during my diploma studies .  But at some point, where I kind of loose hope to get that title, it is when my final paper which is "Introduction to social and cultural studies" . I did last minute revision because a few days back before the paper , I can't focus on the subject.. It felt like some like the great wall of china is blocking the stuff I need to remember in my head. And after I did the examination papers, I felt "I did the best I can" and i thought  those stuff on the essay I wrote is some kind of off topic (I guess).. 

[ 12th November 2014]

On that night, the night before the result came out. I really don't care like my friends do because I just don't feel anything that time. But then around nearly 12 a.m. , as usual at my bedroom all by myself on the bed , when my friends talked about it in the group chats, and they did told me they received the results already..I reopened my laptop on the bed and checked my email... yes, this is it..  I scrolled down and see my results.. 

CGPA : 3.70    GPA 3.70

wait .. is it? is it really is? Dekan? I'm DEKAN ?!  (pointers above 3.5+)

Alhamdulillah ! I passed with flying colours! 

The thing is that I was excited, and sad at the same time.. mixed feelings.. I thought I never make it happen but praise Allah thank you Allah for this amazing results.

and I think these two gifs resembled how my expression that night..alone in the bed.

The sad part is I have no one to hug ,since the whole family members in the house is already asleep. So I take my largest Totoro and hug it.. I tears in my eyes..I was moved remembering all the hard days I've been through college life...

I tend to think this way ; think positive, do the best I can , "My sister can, why can't I?"

As you guys know, I'm following my sister's footsteps in this course.. "Diploma in Arts and Design" .

The next day, I wanted to tell my parents about the results but again, sadly, they're out for work.. so I have to keep it first until they came back. . .

Thats for today, XOXO ttyl! 

My new life

Quick update about my life since the month of June,

Alhamdulillah , I was selected as one of the lucky former SPM (2013) to be a university student at UITM Sarawak.

How do you feel ?
At first , I can't believe I actually given the chance to be a university(U) student . Now, I'm really grateful and thankful (duhh?) , Alhamdulillah.

How was the first week at UITM ?
We, as newbies (1st semester students) have to go through an orientation week. We call it MDS which stands for Minggu Destini Siswa/Siswi  . Where we have to go through the whole first week to recognize the U. I was there a day earlier than the registration day and ( oh my god theres a LOT to tell but I'll just skip this part..mianae ~ )  .
We were divided into groups so the facilitators can handle us at ease~ ... skip that

How do you feel for the first week of class?
Excited! I was really excited for the first class because I LOVE ARTS!
Well, its exciting but as time goes by it was really tiring. We have this packed schedule and we were given either assignments or assessments every week . Its not that all, A.D. students needs a lot of financial .. (I hate to talk about the financial part because I'm still having problem on this one) . Well basically we're poor. haha. yeah. I'm serious -_-

Do you regret joining the course?
NO. Did you know why I chose AD either than just because of my interest ? It's because I want to stay away from calculating stuff which is "Maths" to be specific , because it's stressful!!! haha!

Pictures?
I can't post pictures here (on my blog) because I'm having a hard time to search or use Internet  connection at the U....but you can see my life as a U student from my Instagram @farrahmidori .

and pictures of me (and the activities) throughout the first two months June-July

X-MEN : DAYS OF FUTURE PAST

 Hi Assalamualaikum to my beautiful muslim readers and Hello pretties! So yesterday I went to the city to settle the documents stuff for college with my parents ... (skip that) , we ate lunch ,  and around 1++pm , dad dropped us at Suria Sabah Mall just to wait for him to finish his meeting on that afternoon, and yeah its a date just the two of us,  we went to the movies to fill up the empty schedule at the time. I was planning to watch Maleficent but sadly the available seats are those "leftovers" , and I don't want to waste money to watch a movie seating on uncomfortable seats~ 

I would give this movie a 10 out of 10 stars!

I like it where all the previous X-Men movies get connected with this one, sequel for short. I wont be share spoilers for this movie because I want you to watch it yourself because its absolutely awesome!

Small spoiler: Jean Gray is ALIVE!!! hahaha.. How happy I am that she is still alive in the end ;)

Pray For South Korea : Pray for Sewol

The mystery of the missing plane still haven't yet been solved. Then comes another tragedy but involving a ferry. I was shocked when I found out that a ferry that big sunk and its in Korea. I had goosebumps every time I saw,read, think about this tragedy. And you know what.. I'm actually crying right now even am about to post this topic. It hurts. I can feel their sorrow. And I keep thinking that the world is now old. Old enough to continue its life.. I'm only eighteen this year. I'm still not ready for any apocalypse . Dear god.. Ya Allah, I pray that everything will be alright. Please.

Just reading about the passenger's message to their families.. It hurts. 

Let's pray.

I'll pray with my husband

 

I am now a young adult

Assalamualaikum & Hi readers ^^

              Its been a month++ since I last updated my blog, I am sorry for the short hiatus and maybe I'll be on hiatus for months again.. Alhamdulillah , my application have been accepted for my studies and now I've receive a call to attend an interview on this Saturday. I am so nervous! huhu~ There will be drawing test and short interview about why I want to continue my studies there. I'll be continuing my studies at UITM , and maybe it'll be in Sarawak. My sister was a collegian there and I'll follow her footsteps to become a graphic artist.

               Now I need to prepare myself for the interview and after a few months from now I'll be continue my studies there. I have to be independent and have to get use to the conditions there.
Follow me on instagram for updates ! @farrahmidori

And yeah, I've open a new instashop @farrahinpan where I sell beauty products  like slimming supplements , whitening supplements and make-up products.